Psalm 106:15 “And he gave them their request; but sent leanness into their soul.”
The children of Israel were in the wilderness. It was a desert place and it was barren and very dry. Everything they needed had to be supplied for them and God graciously met all their needs. He even prevented their clothes and shoes from wearing out!
They were not satisfied with what God gave them and they wanted more. They lusted for more and they complained to Moses about it – again and again. Finally – God gave their desires to them.
Along with fulfilling their desires, they did not realize it right away, but there was barrenness in their soul. They got what they wanted but lost what they needed most. They sought the material things to feed their bodies but forgot that the soul also has spiritual desires and needs.
Like Samson, they woke up one day and discovered that the Lord was not with them anymore. The best blessings were missing. They no longer had the peace of God, His joy, and His comfort – all of which cannot be replaced by human effort.
Sometimes, God may give you what you want most, but it may cost you close fellowship with Him. Blessedness comes from wanting His will, His pleasure with you, and His presence; barrenness comes from wanting something else.
Christian, what is it that you want most right now? Will it lead to blessedness or barrenness? There is a price to pay for wrong or poor decisions. Lot also got what he thought he wanted – but he ended up penniless living in a cave with two daughters.
Pray carefully over your decisions and make sure that God is the center of them and that He has the right to say “No” if He wants to. When you are where He wants you to be and doing what He desires, He will supply your needs – and guide you – and you will know He is pleased.